Visceral Bleeding - "State Of Putrefaction" lyrics

Body in a state of putrefaction
I don't know what's taking over control of my mind

Scars and bruises covering my torso

Brain is feeling mushy, I can't hold a single thought

Body in a state of putrefaction

It is like I am dead but still alive

Deep inside me I can feel it taking over

Growing stronger by the minute

I'm gradually falling into pieces

Big festering wounds are starting to appear all over me

Obscure, defect

My dried out skin starting to crack up

Exposing my flesh, grotesque pain
End this life...
I must kill myself

I can't stand to rot away

Succeed to end this painful nightmare
This time I will succeed

Leave this rotted body behind

My wish for death has grown so strong now

There's only one thing on my mind

Before my eyes I see it pictured
Crystal clear, the way to die

With a firm grip around the rifle

I am starting my journey towards the tunnel of light
Putting the barrel straight into my mouth

One swift pull and my brain comes flying out

Bodily deterioration
In the mind obliteration

Determined to relieve myself
From this sick abnormal situation